I'll Show You The Life Of The Mind

Jan 22

a list of things that make me wonder.

Listening to soft music

foggy windows

a hundred frogs croaking in unison on a warm, wet, night

an orange tinted moon

mud- softened by light rain

dappled sunlight

warm bathwater

freshly cleaned bed sheets

sage- while it’s growing, not when it has been cut for burning

a cat who has let his tongue loll out of his mouth

candle light

bells ringing

lichen

sea glass

a small waterfall

a small, deep pool surrounded by fine sand

white puffy clouds that look like wool stuffing

afternoon mountains

human footprints

footprints of any kind

chanting

the sound of a fire

the night of a holiday, when one can hear people talking loudly and yelling in the distance

voices in unison

a ripe white nectarine

silk and steel guitar strings

accordian keys

an old vinyl record

the softness of animal fur

the reflections of street lights on wet pavement

water beads on glass or leaves

an old person who is smiling

a large quantity of small objects

fish scales catching light of any kind

marbles

delicate hands

unblemished skin

a baby chick who tries to venture away from its mother

a cat sneeze

the moment it begins to rain

watching an egret catch a mouse and eat it

the mood swing of a child

the smell of walnut oil

tomatoes

hand made paper

white birch trees

a camel running

a penguin walking

ice water in an ornate glass cup

hand sewn garments of any kind

red hair

freckles

wooden jewelry

bare feet

unshaven armpits

building a cobb structure

watching steam rise from a hand made ceramic mug

polaroid transfer

a chinese kite

pebbled beaches

thick fog

the relief of sitting after walking for miles

mosquito netted beds

tatami mats

a chinese fan

a long dress woven of bamboo fiber worn in the peak of summer

swimming naked in a lake

or ocean

sifting through sand with only one’s fingers

old mother of pearl buttons

flared pants made of cashmere

coconut water

a compliment from a stranger

complimenting a stranger

an unexpected touch from a stranger

talking a long walk by moonlight

a strong breeze at sunrise

shafts of sunlight

redwood trees

small white flowers in a great number

canoeing

nudity

long wavy hair

green eyes

the scent of a street full of woodburning fireplaces

polished stones

fossils

brightly colored insects

paper mache

origami

sketches

photographic prints

and

sheer sleeves.

Jan 21

Self Portrait

Self Portrait

Jan 20

Journal # 6 Billion and Eight

reflections
head lights
on an oily street
beads of rain
streaked silver
gelatin
emulsified waste strewn
haphazard
like thoughts of those
who have
not.

numbered buildings
a timeline of progress
moments
slipping
past
through gaps
in fingers

the touch
the kiss
the subtle caress
missed

listen
for slight
inflections of speech
soft sputters
simple words uttered
in desperation

from eyes looking
sideways
trapped
in a limbo volley
calling
for acceptance
falling
downcast.
bound to laws
not of a universe
but of a single entity
frenetic
screeching
sounds erupting unconsciously
unaware
of one’s own greatness
self imposing vanity
symbiotic by nature
earnestly,
“you can rely on me.”

leading lines
dependence on time
fabrications construct our reality
as we
perceive
absorb
synthesize
arrive at conclusions
weave illusions
allude
to something greater
but never
quite accept.

reject,
instead,
instinct- pre programmed
by our need for sanity
control
power
destruction
from one touch- i can move mountains
love is the fountain of youth
a well of gratitude
a healing power.

witness witchcraft
infatuation
obsession with acceptance keep
intimate words
trapped
between pillows
blankets wrapping sentiments
like ethereal presents
box it up
organize expressions in catalogue.
each monologue a speech
fit
for the ears
of sentient queens.
all speech treasured
buried with maps
guiding lofty travelers
who seek
truth.
they may find it inside souls unabashed
not leasing life these are the owners of actualization
real estate.

dictating what fate will bring,
will carry
in open arms
forgiving
nurturing
faith
- in some universal goodness
inherent
uncorrupted
pure like freshly melted glaciar
clear,
like recently watered skies.

see:
with eyes unclouded by disease
of mind
of men
distant or near:
the taste of fear lingers,
palpable.

looming shadows cast
by our monuments
darken doorways
drench sunlight
and extinguish
fires
meticulously tended by
lovers
live-ers
good do-ers
of deeds behooving all who
breathe
air fresh or putrified flesh-
we need it all.
there is no part that can be removed.
surgical precision cannot replace synergy forged

slowly

painfully

through the death

of countless cells
countless stars
count less
on careful planning

smother thoughts

and

FEEL.

(Source: nicoletnelson.com)

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dystopiabella:

Dalton Flint

dystopiabella:

Dalton Flint

mi-figues

mi-figues

What happens when we are having a ‘Facebook Chat’ and you stop responding

D; k, I will bring it over
Niku Nelson
 
me: then we should play that game where we all conspire to make a joke that isn’t really funny and then laugh at it and see if he laughs and then if he does ridicule him until he cries
Demi Anter
 
D: oh no
!
he’s too cute
Niku Nelson
 
me: hahah
Demi Anter
 
D: we cant make him cry
Niku Nelson
 
me: all the more reason
in my book
theres nothing thats more of a turn on than a cute defenseless crying creature
am i right?
ladies??
cougars?
pedophiles?
pedocougs?
pedocladies?
(not a greek philosopher)

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